Monday, June 16, 2025

A Room of My Own: The Last Year of My Father's Life

A haiku sequence for my father who was born in mainland China, lived most of his adult life in Taiwan, died and was buried there in 2022


a slice of my life 
in father's foggy mind
birthday sunset

father silver-haired
now my child
foggy winter night

ventilator hiss
Father's face blurry
and blurrier...

this faded photo ...
the story father told us
as mother grinned

this weight
of the words half spoken
a stone on Father's grave


FYI: For more about my father's story, see my tanka prose below:

A Chain Smoker of Few Words

My father, who was born in mainland China, quit his studies to defend his country against the Japanese invasion. Later, he fought his fellow countrymen for the sake of unifying war-torn China. Retreating to Taiwan along with the defeated Chinese Nationalist Army, he was separated from his family in China for four decades. He spent most of his adult life in Taiwan, worked hard to support his new family, died and was buried there without ever again seeing any of his family members from China.

this dream loop:
riding on my shoulders
into the Taiwan Strait
Father cries out, Mama
wait for me, I'm coming home



Added:

for ten days
onslaught after onslaught
of writer's block ...
I look out the window
at the moon, its fullness


Added:

white sand
slips through my fingers
a flash 
of morning sunlight
in each grain


Added:

one brown patch
after another, another
on the lawn ...
we speak less day by day
as the end of spring approaches

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